for pam, because he should've kissed her dammit!
more than this
by kel
"No...not like this."
"Why not?"
"Oh god that feels good....but really...oh lord...no."
"What's wrong, Alexis?"
"I can't. I just....you had to pick THIS day to do this?"
"You lost me."
"Imagine my shock."
"No really.....why can't we...what's wrong with...."
"Because....because I owe myself more than this."
"More than me?"
"More than this situation."
"Alexis...."
"Sonny....I have to....I have to go."
"Dammit."
"This isn't how this is supposed to be."
"So you're saying there's a way it's supposed to be?"
"What I'm saying is, we're both tired, we're both emotionally worn
out...and yes...while right now it seems like....it would be a good idea...."
"So you liked it?"
"Don't make me answer that. You're just asking to embarass me."
"I wouldn't do that."
"All evidence to the contrary, but that's not the issue...."
"Alexis...."
"Sonny...I'm going to leave now. Because of what I said before. I owe myself more than this."
"Ok."
"You owe yourself more than this too."
"Do we have to forget it?"
"Do you want to?"
"No."
"Well...then....ok. Well...there's your answer."
"Alexis...I'm sorry."
"I'm not. Good night, Sonny."
"Good night, Alexis."
*finis*
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