when i get upset...i write...and i make Cat read it.

"look ma! no dialogue!"

just 150 words on Alexis.


damn him
by kel

They say you always want what you can't have. The thing that's just out of reach. You can see it, you can almost touch it. It almost becomes yours.

Damn him for becoming that. Damn his charm. Damn his dimples. Damn his code. Damn his way of setting up camp in my heart.

Damn me for letting him.

I can't even begin to understand what happened today. Why every time things seem to be moving forward we're forced three steps back.

I can't even begin to understand why I do this to myself. Or how I got so invested. And why he matters so much.

This isn't me. This can't be. I can't be this person. This version of myself.

The worst part is, I can't blame him. Not totally at least. I let myself care. I let myself gamble. I let myself fall.

Damn him.

And damn me.

*finis*

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